rAiNiN lOvE..

Time-conscious.

angeldrb — Wed, 29 Dec 2010 11:19:11 +0000

when you look back and think of all the memories you had with someone, you begin to wonder what went wrong. you rewind each scene, each flashback, and see if you can pinpoint the first signs of trouble. when did you start falling apart? how did it end?

sometimes, you would sit down and ponder over these things. then you’d realize everything was just a hazy blur. you had pieces of the past, yet when you tried making up the whole story, something would always keep on missing. then you’d know what it was. it was the feeling, the emotion, the consciousness when those memories were still live moments in your life.

there were vivid colors before. every feeling seemed solid and tangible. but now, you’re grasping in darkness, wishing to relive those memories, chasing every flashback with a pang of regret. and now, they’re all black and white.

thaughts

anghelrazor — Tue, 23 Jun 2009 06:56:18 +0000

i think its just to good to be true ,,,, please tell meh dudet am da onli 1 4 u

thoughtss too.

angeldrb — Thu, 11 Jun 2009 11:49:37 +0000

Huni ko,

sorry if i always make you worry about me.

sorry for the ruffled time.

but always always know that i love you.

and i won’t leave you.

and i won’t ever exchange you for someone or something.

cause you’re worth zillions.

you’re my life.

i’m yours. forever. ♥

love lots,

Angel

thaughts

anghelrazor — Thu, 11 Jun 2009 11:29:04 +0000

it has been such a long time since i have chatted with you , i realy feel empty inside, like something is missing,

feeling so tensed at times

worried

thinking if anything is wrong.. ?? or you just busy,

well

now i see you online,,, so worried of what im going to face,,

dose she have anything aganst me ? or she still loves me ? has she found some one else ?

very frightining thaughts haunting me,

i say id better take my chances because my love for her is true,

finally i say hi… waiting patiently for her reply.. ….

finally with joy i read the words i miss you huni”" just made my day ,

fath in my self has just come back, feeling reliefed and that i can breath calmly now,

well dudet, if u read this…

i onli wana sai dt you are the 1 for me.. <3 and i never wana leave you …

i love you anghel ko…

is it me ?

anghelrazor — Thu, 07 May 2009 17:21:25 +0000

is it me ?

or am i easily emotionally brused ?

or am i too sensitive ?

or am i too over protective ?

or am i not the talented one ?

or am i just not worth it ?

or am i always in truble ?

or am i just not ready ?

or am i just stupid ?

or am i just too clingy ?

or am i always too busy ?

or am i just pathetic ?

or am i just too wierd ?

i just dont know y

but i feel something is wrong in me.. ? or is it just in my head ?

why do i also have the urge to kill 4 people in my life.

i was so pissed off during my concert the other days.

is it just because i saw my ex , her sis , her bestfriend and mah worse teacher.

is it me or did one of my best friend girl has chosen my ex’s side rather than mine.. ?

or am i just over my head. ?

oh well i just want my angel to be with me right now.

mahal ko i reali miss u …

i hope to chat with u soon…

i love you huny

reply:(away)

anghelrazor — Sat, 25 Apr 2009 15:00:01 +0000

dudet its ok… i understand
i naw that this thingz happen alot not only to you but to meh 2
the thing is that our love will flourish no matter what
we are ment to be
and dudet dont wori am ur guy and always will be
have no fear am here
dudet so dunt wori all wait for you aslong as i live if i have to
it is mah life for you and urz 4 meh dudet
all i gta sai is that i love you alot and more dudet

take care loadz huni,,,
i hope 2 chat u s0on
lOvE you alwayz ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

away..

angeldrb — Sat, 25 Apr 2009 11:31:59 +0000

we rarely see each other online these days. i hope you won’t be tired of waiting for me. *sighs*

there are times when i feel afraid. i was thinking that you might love me less than before. or perhaps you’d find somone better than me. i know i shouldn’t think of these things. i’m sorry.

i want you to know that i miss you so much. i feel so empty. i hope my uncle finish his thesis soon. i miss our long chats.

but though i wasn’t talking to you, please remember that i always think of you. everyday. every minute.

cause i love you.

i always do.

and i always will.

missin u

anghelrazor — Tue, 21 Apr 2009 12:47:57 +0000

haiz dudet. am sori i havnt seen u online yestardai … i reali miss u huni kept on thinkin bout u all nite .

with you in mind i wrote my exam today.

it was so easy just because i was relaxed when thinking of you ♥ like it was nothing.

i have great confidence in these 2 papers i wrote today

anywayz dudet

i jus didnt naw what to ryt lol

so i wrote mah exam experience 2dai at skool

well jus wana sai

♥ mahal na mahal kita sweety :-* ♥

missin u day nd nyt huni

missing u..

angeldrb — Sat, 18 Apr 2009 13:34:38 +0000

sooo much…

happy birthday

anghelrazor — Wed, 15 Apr 2009 12:40:17 +0000

happy birth day anghel ko ♥

u may be a year older,

but you have your whole life ahead of you

keep ur head up high and look life eye to eye

and prove to them that you are ready for anything and evrything it puts you through.

i hope u had a great day huni

take care loadz

i love ya angel ko